Stay

Stay with me; let me feel your warm hands.
Show me the world where death is giving us
A chance to give up, to drink sweet poison,
Know, life is dream and still there's no salvation!

Stay with me; make sure I won't go crazy!
Please, kill me… my life…I can't bear living it …

Look at me, your sight is healing my pain,
Touch my soul its blood will wash your hands…

Don't leave when I'm so scared,
Stay, I pray…until I breathe my last…

My heaven has fallen, my light is infernal,
My life is a torment; I've never felt such cold.
Please, save me, deceive me, pretend you feel for me,
Just let me, I beg you, forgive and forget you…

Insanity

I'm speaking to you, you can hear my voice
That softens and heals your injured vanity.
I'm not constraining you it is your choice,
I just let you know that my name's Insanity!

Don't fight with me let me enter your mind
I'm your best friend I will never betray
It seems to you that you feel black wings behind
You wanna escape, then just follow my way.

You prick your eyes with willow wand,
You mix your blood with dirty sand,
You writhe in agony and pain,
So don't deny you are insane.

You scornfully think that life ain't worth a button,
Awaiting a chance for the very last tug.
The world you live in is unfair and wanton,
So come to me, boy, I will give you a hug.

Your soul's full of fear, your heart's going out,
Though, hiding, you still cannot grasp all the gravity
You're bleeding and burning I'll bring you about
Just let me remind you that I'm your Insanity!

Guilty

Approve my pain I need to stay
Under your lonesome cruel shroud
The end you've gained, the hell u get
Seems indestructible and sacred

But all the suffering u've seen
Is just an empty part of my mind
And all the prayers you appeal
Are words of guilty for the Devil

Chorus:
Count my faces
Reveal your traces
Writhe in despair
Guess if it's fair?

You've walked my way, you've seen my pain
And now you're smiling being breathless
The end I crave, the game you play
Is too much cruel for the dying

I rise and stand, I live my life
Counting how much is left to suffer
You are so pale, you make mistakes
And pray your savior at random.

After all

As life laughs at me
Will you be the one who stays?
As darkness divides us
Will you try to keep my hand?

And all our mistakes are counted
Looking back, you see just what you missed
It's me who settles scores, beyond all doubt
It's you who regrets after the deal.

Chorus:
All in all we seek for better
All in all we are the beggars.
Burdened by our past
It is all we have.

As life laughs at me
Will you be the one who stays?
As darkness divides us
Will you try to keep my hand?

After all you saved your nothing
And after all I am alive
And after all darkness divides us
And after all you hold my hand.

Chorus:
All in all we seek for better
All in all we are the beggars.
Burdened by our past
It is all we have.

The shadows of the past

Your heart is breaking; your mind is burning,
Your angel's crying and his bloody tears
Are falling on your chest as if you were bleeding
And filling your soul with irrational fears!

You tried to forget it, to leave in the deep past,
And prayed to forgive you for your deadly sin.
But your angel's wings are covered with grave dust
He's mourning for you and singing the keen.

The shadows will haunt you
Wherever you go,
This torture's eternal
It's a fate's final blow.
Never forgiven,
You know what for, -
You'll never live,
You'll never die.
Never more, never more –
You hear a silent cry!

Just light out candles and look around
You'll face the shadows of your painful past
Don't move a hand, don't make a sound -
It's your requital, hold on to the last.

You tried to forget it, to leave in the deep past,
And prayed to forgive you for your deadly sin.
But your angel's wings are covered with grave dust
He's mourning for you and singing the keen.

Requiem

The chips of my life reflect, like a mirror,
The dismal light of my tired eyes…
Illusive shadows of painful fortune
Are dancing at my funeral…

I walk away 'cause I'm so tired
Of tearing my fate into life and death…
I mixed my pain and joy with grave mud…
So, don't believe in eternity…

My yellow shroud is sewed by Autumn
And fallen angel sets a cross to me
And covers earth with dust and ashes
Erasing the last sign of me….